Stressed and helpless. I honestly have no idea what to do. I’m this close to giving up. And even closer to giving in to temptation. My thoughts are weighing me down so much, it’s like I can’t even think straight any longer. The lack of sleep is reflecting pretty damn obvious on my face and my mood. I’m really so so so so close to snapping and breaking down. But I know I can’t cause then it’ll only lead me to the ultimate drop, and what if I can’t pick myself up after that? And temptation. I need an avenue to release all this stress and fucked up feelings. That seems like a pretty damn good way to de-stress. After all if it wasn’t good, how would people get addicted to it? But I promised I wouldn’t start. But then again nobody really seems to care enough to stop me. Nobody really seems to care enough to ask how I’m doing. Especially the people that I thought would. Sucks when people don’t show that they care. Sucks even more when they say that they do but don’t show. I don’t know whether people care or not, well fuck I sure as hell hope they do. But I need to actually feel cared for. Talk is cheap, actions are everything. Or maybe I’m expecting too much again. Oh well suck it up jov. In need of a really big tight hug now. The type of sincere hug. Be in the comforts of somebody’s arms and feel loved, escape from reality and maybe feel happy.
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Do you ever just wanna hug someone so tightly to the point where you have absolutely no intentions of ever letting go because you want them to know just how much they mean to you and how much you love them and you just wanna take away all the bad things in their life and replace them with only good things?
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